As usual woke up late in the morning. Today my life is really sad and tired. Firstly, my family… What I see in my family member, it become worst than ever… My grandma left the house because of a fight with my mother. Not only my mother… With all her daughters and son… It really hurt my feeling to see my grandma cry all the time during the night. I feel like to killed or hurt the person who made my grandma cry. Now, I don’t know where she is. But, we made a called of all my family members. And to my surprised, my uncle and aunty lied to us that she is not in his house. What an IDIOT! They have the hacked to say: “Whenever you want to see her, you need to pay $200.00 each!” Halloo…. Look who you talking and dealing with!! It sounds like he selling my grandma just the cost of $200.00… What a damn! If his family member does this to her, I really going to slaughter them into a piece of meat…

Next, I received a bad news from my boyfriend. Another hurt for my heart. He called me and says: “Darling, I’m very sorry that I can’t be with you for the next 24 days. I will be in the Detention Barrack. It all because of the bad guys that done to me. I’m so sorry! Love you always…” That time, my heart is totally broke into pieces. Come on 24 DAYS!! It seems to be long. Whenever I got a problem, he will be there for me but not for today and the next day. Although, we fight most of the days, I really missed him. Why is all the sadness things happen to me now??? Why??? Please tell me… It really hurt! I feel like freezing the whole so that my guy and I will be together happily.

That night, I try to call his house. His brother pick up. And ya, I tell him could he call his mother? You know what the respond to my question? He said: “My mother is sleeping”. Actually, IT NOT! She is awake. If his whole family really hate me, just tell me the truth. I hate liars. Please Allah, let my life be normal without any sadness. I really hate it. Please! Thanks…