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* phew... What a tiring day... Anyway... SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all Muslim people out there... Hehehhe... This year Hari Raya wasn't that good... Why??? Firstly, it fall on Tuesday and the next day we need to attend to school... Secondly, not much $$$ (collection)... Third, STUDY!!! My class test is this coming Tuesday.. Damn!

HAiz... So sian... Anyway, wish me luck in my test... K la... NEed to study... Adios Amigos...

My first motorbike ride....

Early morning, I wish my younger sister a HAPPY BIRTHDAY... Now she is 19 and guess what, my mom says It time for 2 of you to find a mate.. I says NO.. Not my time yet..

After school... Tan Chin and me went to Geylang. And meet up his fiance at Tanjong Katong. They bought baju kurong at Bimla... NICE!!!

I received a message from Razif.. My very bestfriend since we were in secondary school. Whatever happen, we comfort each other and share secret together.

He complain that he was depress and sad about his life and he wanted to see me... After buying all the item, I tell Tan Chin to stop me at the Admiralty MRT.. Guess what, Razif moved out already.. Now he stay near the Republic School.. Lucky ah... Then Tan Chin's fiance drive all the way to his blk... Thanks a lot to them.. If not, I guess I will be lost.

There my friend sitting alone under his blk waiting for me.. He was so shocked that I surprise him. Not only that, that is my first time meeting him with my school uniform. HAhahaa... He give me one kind of look and says "You lose weight?? Why??? Your bf torture u??" I reply "No la.. just nothing"

So, I sit and tell him what happen until he become like this and etc... I comfort him. Out of sudden, he tell me about Suhaila... I look at him and just keep quiet.. He knows something not right.. He change topic... While we were chit-chatting, his girlfriend call up and he reject the call..

I tell him, you better picked up.. Without saying okie or what, he just answer and her girlfriend was asking who he with and etc.. He reply " Alone la, that was other people." I looked at him and pinch him.

It is already 11.00pm.. I tell him that I better go before my mom is back. So, he says wait for him to change.. So, I wait.. OMG!! I saw him he bring 2 helmets. I open my eyes wide and I tell him, I'm afraid of riding a motor bike and this is my first time.. He comfort and make me not to worry so much.. I smile.. This is his motor bike and my first ride...



Up we go, he teach me not to do this and that.. I just say okie.. My heart like going to pop out.. I pray a lot men.. I hold me thight and he tell me relax.. We laugh. Along the highway, my leg shiver and cold... He look at back and tell me, "Are you okie? Cold is it?" I reply "I'm okie"... He smile.
At last reach my place... Wat a relief.. I went off the bike and he look at me and says " Is your leg with you??" I reply "Ya la... But I'm a bit shaky."

"Ya I know. I can feel it." - Razif
" How?? How you know that I'm shaky??" - Me
"I feel la." - Razif
We laugh... I thank him alot for sending me and he thank me for giving time for meet up..

When I reach home, I message Tan Chin.. Tan Chin laugh... Haizzz... My leg still shaky.. At 12.00am, Razif call me and ask if I'm okie or not and etc... We continue chit chat till 1.00am..

K la, That all.. I really enjoy my day. Adios people..

P/S: I will pray hard for my very bestfriend that nothing will happen to him whenever he is riding his bike. Not only that, whatever happen... I will be there for him. He is the only very bestfriend that I ever have...

Oooo... Notice some new game at YAHOO!!!... www.secondlife.com... It is a 3D game... First time, settle all the infomation and so on...

K la, I get back to ya once I'm ready!!! ADIOS!!

Haiayh... Stop pestering me la

Yesterday me and Haslene went to Geylang... We walk all bazaar from the one end to another... Yipee... Supposed there were 3 of us.. Tan Chin, Nirma Wati and Shahida. They didn't turn up... HAizzz... Shahida is sick and complain of stress... Nirma feel sleepy... Tan Chin, her handphone drop in the toilet bowl... Haiyah...

We break our fast at Teh Tarik Coffeeshop... We order Hor Fun, Sambal Chicken, Tofu Seafood and 2 Ice Lemon... Haslene and me share secret and we talk about each other life and what we find about our classmate.. I tell Haslene about how I feel and she kinda of shock..

After makan, we continue our journey.. Baju kurong, Kebaya and etc (the new fashion) were nice but this year more to sequin... Boring!!! Some of the colour didn't even match... YUCKZ!

Along the way, we saw this Turkish Ice Cream.. Guess what, I been bullied by this ice cream man.. BORING! We went to Tanjong Katong Complex... Oooooooooo......... I saw somebody.... HE is my neighbour boyfriend... YIKEZ!!! He saw me and pretend not to know me. Guess what.. My mouth can't be shut... I speak out loud and says "That my girlfriend's boyfriend. DIANA!..." HE turn and look I just give him a anger look... Damn!!! Haslene look too.. HAhahaha

During our journey, I message Diana about her boyfriend.. I'm not being KPO... She's my friend... I don't like her to fall on his trap... (You understand)... She cry and cry... And keep repeating the question... In my heart, I shouldn't tell her... I fed up.

"Confront with him la... And stop repeating..." I shouted

This morning, she call me twice I didn't pick up.. Too lazy sleeping... About 9.00am.. Again from ehr.. This time I pick up and againg she question me the same thing.. I was so fed up, I kinda loud my voice and tell her stop pestering me.. I says "once is enough..."

Today at class was kinda of boring... My lecturer Ms Peggy Gan is not around and all of us is not studying ust doing project... HAhahaah... Niwae, in ITE College East... there is a Model... I saw him!!! YIKEZ!! And guess what, I tot he was pure chinese but NO!!! He is an indonesian... HAhahaha... ODies!!! Name: Rudyanto... Hahaha Wish him luck and all the best...

K la... Adios!!

P/S: Everytime I went to school, I start to feel different and lonely... I don't know why?? Most of my friend change alot... No more like last time. the beginning of the school...

BORING!!! Haizz.... Figthing at the phone. Just because of a pic.. Haiayah!!! Guys this days are so annoying and too much of jealousy.. Can you imagine, that your own relative photo (male) is not allow in your handphone..?? Damn! I feel like shooting him... Gosh!

K la, gtg.. Adios!!

p/s: I wish he got a sore throat that he won't be able to fight on the phone... Hahahah

Too busy playing game and didn't realise it is already 3.00pm.. Woahahahaha... All day long, I was playing www.maplesea.com... Cool la this game.. It like you need to complete your task.. Eg: Mario...

Anyway, yesterday Tan Chin and myself went for shopping at West Mall at Bukit Batok.. It been years, I didn't go.. Most of the shop changed.. Guess what, I found out this men shirt is damn cheap just the cost of $9.90... It is very nice.. I tot of buying for him... But too bad, NO MONEY... sob2...

K la people... Adios!

Mysterious call

During my break, I went out to East Point Mall.. I tell ya, I really cannot take it anymore... I called up my guy and express my emotion to him about yesterday what had happen in school... Damn... Luckily he is there for me not the toot... FUCK LA!!! (pissed off)

I tell Tan Chin about yesterday incident... She was shocked of what had happen...

When back with Haslene, Tan Chin, Hassan, Roy, Fadzhilla, Shanaz and Yanti... Cooll...

Received a called from someone I don't know... Name??? Firdaus aka Berg.... Stay?? Woodland... Age?? 19... Anyway, I get his picture...

As a promise we trade each other photo... Technology this days.... LOL!!! N ya, we became friends..

K la.. GTG... Oh ya, come and play www.maplesea.com (Hassan), www.animaro.com (my beloved boyfriend), www.habbo.com.sg (myself) ... See ya there.. Adios!

When back to school early in the morning all alone... Get out of the house late.. It seems that I have no mood for school... Y??? Because most of them are SUCKZ! It the truth... But what to do... I have to go on.... Sian la...

In the class, I see all my friends.. Hmmm... Most of them were chit-chatting about their attachement experience and etc.. For me??? Well, hmmm.... I did talk but not much of it...

Then come our Behavioural Science lecture... Ms Peggy Gan... She seems to be nice and caring teacher... Not bad and her teacher was understanding and more detail... Not to forget, Ms Chow... She is still our class advisor... Guess what, our time-table this time is much better... Every friday there will be no school and ya, we start school at 8.00 am to 4.00pm except tuesday 10.00am to 3.00pm... Cool...

Went back home together with Haslene, Hassan, Tan Chin, Roy, Nirma and Django... Too bad Tan Chin and Roy sit so far away...

7th day of Fasting

Aloha ppl... I'm back!!! HAhahahaha... Well, it been a long-long time I didn't write about my life... Hmmm... Anyway, I will make it short and simple...
Today, my family didn't wake up to makan... All fall asleep... Haizzz.... But we all try our best to continue the fasting.... I try to keep myself busy like play Habbo and solve my own problem of how to get money... K la... Adios!!!

Saturday, 30 September 2006 (6th day of Fasting)
My guy treat me a movie.. We watch Stay Alive... Hmmm, the movie was good and scary. It just like real... Fuyooo... I give this movie 4/5... Don't miss it... Then, we break our fast at KFC... WOW!!! Chicken crispy... HAhahahahaahahah.... Reach home at 10.00pm.. I really enjoy my day..

Friday, 29 September 2006 (5th day of Fasting)
Last day at NUH, Ward 56... Snap some pic as a memories... We bought them some stuff to munch.... Miss them and the fun...

Thursday, 28 September 2006 (4th day of Fasting)

Very angry with Sarasthy... Keep pestering me to call Mdm Tang... Bloody ass...

Wednesday, 27 September 2006 (3rd day of fasting)

OMG!!! Poor Usha... Another 1 more month and out she be Staff Nurse!!! Usha had been terminated... Why??? Give patient wrong amount of medicine.. Damn! Now, she needs to pay up $42000.00... OMG!! I wonder where and how can she get that amount of money.. Some more, she is a malaysian... For me no money is already a big deal.. How about that amount!!!

But the funniest thing was, the patient didn't eat the medicine... He throw it away... Why is the manager give her a second chance??? It is about the skin colour or the regulation??? Haiyah... If I give another chance.. I wish Usha all the best in her future...

Tuesday, 26 September 2006 (2nd day of Fasting)

When back to school for my "revision"... This time, I didn't participate any role of player... Sit and watch only... My butt are very too lazy to move... I tell Tan Chin about my salary... She was shocked and wonder how I finished it up...

Monday, 25 September 2006 (1st day if Fasting)
Get my salary.... Guess what!!! I finished it up on my bills (SCV, Ez-link, HP) Total of $500.000... Damn! How am I going to pay up the others??? ARRGGGHHH!!!! Haiz!! I complain to my guy and he was shocked of how it end up... Well, I end up thinking and how to get some money....