Tot of meeting him early just to settle something... But end up I was lock outside his house for 1 hour.. What a waste of time. His mother apologised for the incident. They were over slept. (Wateva!!!)

So, we went out... we chat-chat-chat about what happening... From what I see, he doesn't care already.. I relax myself and cool off... Out of sudden, he shouted at me... I was shocked for a moment... But this time, I don't give him a damn.. I fight back... Who the hell is he to scold me.. End up, we both went to separated ways home (not yet break up). I cried... Haiyah... In the bus, I look like as if this is the end of it... BUT NOT! I tried to control and told myself life must go on...

Reach home at 6.30pm... Tot of study for my monday BIO test paper... When I see it, damn... I'm too lazy.... I on my msn... See the friendster, add some of them in... After that, nothing much can be done...

At about 11.30pm, I decided to go out.. Sit at the big drain near my neighbourhood block. Look around relax my mind. Fuyoo... I received a call from Wati... She was asking where I am, what I'm doing and etc... I was shocked that how she knows where I am.. I replied the question she gave me... She says better go home... Another few minute later, I received a message from Django... Same thing same question... Same replied... Den, another message receive from Hassan... also the same thing... hahahahahaha....

Wati, Django and Hassan thanks for your concern and be there for me. I really appreciate it... I wish you all good luck and pass ya test!!

After school, we decided to watch a movie... But poor thing was Hassan unable to make it... Haiyah... Leceh la...The Gals meet the Guys at Kembangan... As normal, Laugh and laugh.. Non-stop.... We alight at the Douby Ghaut MRT and go to the new Mall... THE CATHAY.

Wati, Django, Tan Chin and Me watch X-Men The Last Stand. Nice, romantic, cool and x-tra happening la... Hahahhaah.... In side the cinema, Wati and me was laughing. Aniwae, nothing much I can said... Just watch it poeple... Don;t miss it... THis time around Good and the Bad LOST!

Everything was okie.. Until I reach home and call him up... This time, I realise that he had change to worst.. I kinda of regret but it kinda of waste just to realise like that. I can't believe that, he says that thing only bring him happiness.. I msg my fwen... n tell him about what had happen... He was shocked of what he did to me...

Now, I'm totalie lost and confused.. If I were to break up with him, it kinda of waste the 3 year relationship and if I listen to him, I rugi... Because the happiness was him not me... Haiyah... Please help me...

In the class, Wati n me were busy drawing... Not listening to our class advisor... Hehehe... Not only that, I didn't know that Wati can do such a nice drawing... ooooo....Haha....

During our break time, Wati was talking about Mark... Django as normal, disturb Wati... Hahaha... Until Wati get bored and complaint to me and Tan Chin... HAhahaha... But all we can do was to laugh and laugh and laugh....

At the L.T... Woah, damn boring.. All was talking and talking and talking.. Nothing much we learned.. So, Wati n Me draw...

This is done by ME

Wati draw this... Cute and NICE!!!

Hassan drawing

Below this pic, a combination of Me, Wati and Tan Chin

One whole day, I didn't get to slp... In the dark of my room, trying to get slp also cannot... Till now, I tried but I can't. I tell my friend about it... They say I might be stress, thinking of problem or something disturbing me.. Well, nothing... NOTHING at all... Hmmm...

Not only that, in class I used to sleep but not for today.. AWAKE! Disturbing Nirma about denture... Pretending not to have a denture... Hahaha... Oooo... What wrong with me??? Haiyah... Niwae, I having a great time..

Ooo.... I have been sleeping all day today not even today only for the past few days also the same.. Fuyoo... Nothing get in my head. Even Nirma wakes me up, I fall asleep back.. Too damn sleepy. Not only that, the way the class advisor teach was too much talking... Most of my classmate caught me sleeping but I don't know about my class advisor.. Haha!!

Haiyah!! I wish tomorrow will be my wakie up day!! Must concentrate on my Bio already. Test is comiong.. YEsterday was my Nursing Studies test regrading about the transfering. Well, my class advisior says that our class pass no one failed. GOOD!!! But I was damn angry to the invegilator ... There is this part she question me... Give me 3 Cs... So, my answer was corbell, comfort and cotside.. She replied no, that not the answer I want. So, I asked her to repeat it again. TWICE! at last I get it... The answer was Comfort, Safety and Belt.

In my heart I was cursing the advisor... I came out and fell very angry I feel like I want to shout... Arrrggghh!! Luckily I control, but still cursing around with my fwen... hahahaha....

K la, till here... Need to wake up and meet Nirma and Tan Chin at 7.0am Jurong East MRT... So, see ya...

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Early morning, Nirma break record of coming first at our meeting point. Hahaha.... Late because of Tan Chin... (Wake up late la) Reach school just in time. The three of us still got time to buy breakfast. Before that, my dear Nirma was damn blur.. After going down the bus, she wanted to talk to me.. But all of sudden, I saw her talk to a boy. Hahahahaha... Well, she was shocked and paiseh not only that, the boy also smile... Hahahaha...

During class and LT lesson, I fall asleep. Usually, I will be talkative. This time, Nirma was curious why I'm so quiet. By the time she turns, she found out that I was so peacefully sleep. It because of the boring talk by the teachers.. Hahahahaha...

Going back at 3.30pm... Very late because of make-up lesson. After the lesson, we went to Simei BAnquet and MAKAN!!!! Well, I treat them. (Nirma, Tan Chin, Roy, Hassan and Django) We laugh the whole day... Especially me the most.

Non-stop laugh till we get separated home... Sob2... Niwae, there will be tomorrow... Hahahahaha.... That all!!!

Yesterday was a memorialble day of my life. My two classmates Tan Chin and Nirma Wati bought me a handphone chain. It was so damn nice and I feel like I'm afraid of using it. How sweet of them... LUV YA LADIES!!!

Roy sing for me at the Admin block together with 2 ladies... So very the malu... Hahaha.... Niwae, thanks GUYS.

Didn't go for my rick climbling.. Muscles cramp every where... Fuyoo... But, I still jogging at room.. HAhaha... Crazy me..

K la, till here,.. Can't wait for tmrw... Heehehe will be old soon... TAta

YipeE!!! Today is the day I will be 20.. Hehe.. Niwae, I 'm a bit sad.. Because my BF forget about my birthday.. HAizzz... I really can't forget about that.. I think not only him... But, I was shock that, a guy (Asbullah) who just know me for a few months wish me in the midnight at 12.06am. WOW! But that time, I was asleep.. Hehehe...

Niwae, I have nothing much to said... Well, wish me luck and all the best especially I wish I can get a goal and pass my examination...

Take annual leave for my school orientation @ ITE College East Simei. OMG!!! I'm running out of tim. I'm LATE! Must reach school by 8.45am but end up at 9.00am... (curse myself) I was blur at teh first place looking for the location. Luckily there is a counsellor giude me... (malunye) All the way up, he told me to look for my name and he pointed to the next location.

I look at the first list... Ahhh..... There it was. The first in the registered and longest name in the list. Fuyooo... I was in the class of JN 0604 G (nice no. can buy 4D) Hahahaha.... Quickly write down on my hand and proceed to the next location.

Woah!!! Damn big the L.T... So, I look for my class. I found it... It was right at the end...

I kena sit next to male student (His hair looked like Elvis Pesley). Hmmm.... I don;t mind at the first place. Out of no where another male student sit next to me (Hassan). SHOCK! Now, I look like a chicken sandwhich.Hahahaha....

It going to start very soon.... So, the introducion, speech adn many more were given. There is this part we need to raise up our right hand and follow up the speech by the two counselor. After everything was done, we need to follow the counsellor for the school tour follow up by our break time.

I don;t know who to follow and end up eating alone. Sob-sob.... After eating, I went to the meeting point. Looking around the faces of my classmate. Most of them are like aunties adn uncles age. Nothing much can be done, I message Sharon Foo...

That day, I don;t know why am I so quiet and lonely. Maybe because my first time and I feel malu. Now it time for us to have games. PLay and play and play.... Until we go to the final stage and battle with other 2 classes. Unfortuantely,we LOST! I was wet. Haiyah!!! The water was damn busuk.

Got to class everyone.... Hmmm... our advisor is not in... so, surely another advisor will be in-charge. Bla-Bla- Bla.... All finished, I went down and buy my uniform. At first I choose XL... I tried, damn it was just nice for me and can see my fats around my tummy.. So, I when back and asked for XXL... At last, it wwas just nice but a bit of loosen. I order 3 uniform and 1 P.E shirt. (KIASU GAL).

What a SHIT! It was damn heavy. I thought of taking a taxi. Wait and wait But there is NOTIHING! Where is my Blue, Black and Yellow Taxi? ( Arrrggghh) Nearly 15 minutes of waiting, there come the Blue vechicle. NOW!!! the problem was it can't go to my place. FCUK! So, I says nevermind just drop me at Simei MRT....

Inside the train, I was fall asleep and tired. I reached home adn put all my thigns aside and fall asleep again..

KELONG AT LIM CHU KANG

Karen's in-laws house

This is my first time at Kelong. I didn't even know that Singapore has Kelong as you know, Singapore is now more in technology and high-class (not that high actually).. Well, the others who works on that day went first which Bahyah drive. - Sharon, Patrick, Jeanette, Aini and her husband. Poor Jeanette, she was kidnapped by them.

We meet up at 2.00pm at Yew Tee MRT. Get to know that Limin also will be going (last minute). Now there will be 5 of us. As per normal, wait and wait.. Haiizzzz...!!! The last person to arrived was Mei. Haiyoh!!

Luckily, my dad wanted to sent us... If not, habis! All of us will be damn tired because of the heavy item each of us bring. ... LOL! So, Karen, Limin, Sek Cheng and Mei squeeze themselve at the back. Luckily, I didn't sit at the back. If not, they were sufoccating ofthe cramps... LOL!!

We reached the place.. Karen called up her father-in-law.. Den come the water vechicle... Boooott-Booottt-Booott!!!! Up we go... Waving my father!! BYE2.. Hahaha...

When we reached the Kelong... The first I saw was..... OMG!!! Go away!! 4 K9 Dogs.. Eeewww.... I keep calling Karen ask her to get rid the dogs... Karen replied me, Don't worry, they won't bite you! But no matter what, I still run away from it. Like playing cat and mouse.. LOL!!

There I saw everyone.. The scenary was nice, beautiful and cool to relax your mind... Aaaaahhhh.... Alamak! the dog came agian.. Run!!! LOL....

After seeing the scenary, we preapred for our makan time... While waiting, we plays some cards game.. Hahaha... Play and play until come to this part that Mei fall of from the chair. (OUCH!) Because of her bag, she falls... We stop!

Now, the food is ready to served. We eat seafoodss... YUMMY!!! It all from Karen's in-laws.. It ws so juicy and fresh... We eat and drink.. (Most of them was shocked that I drank a bottle of beer and wine...) Luckily, Bahyah is a sporting person. She don't mind about it.. Out of the sudden, I was MABOK! ( See la, drink too much) They keep telling me, Are you ok?? Sit2 don't walk... Later you fall on the sea habis!

As the time goes by, the weather change to the dark... Limin, Jeanette and Mei ready to prepare to go back... Bahyah and Sharon drive them to the nearest MRT... And pick up Derek.

The others at the Kelong, went for fishing!!! Out of sudde, I asked Patrick to light at that direction.. And guess what??? It was a SHIT floating!!! No wonder there were no fish at all... Sob2... Then came Karen's husband.. He laugh out loud at my fishing rod... He says who teach you this??? I said, I do myself lor... He replied, NO wonder the fish don't want to eat your bait.. You tied it WRONG!

So, we continued fishing... At last, the moment were we waiting for, we caught a fish... And it was a CAT FISH! Again continued... The total no of CAT FISH we caught was 5 (2 from Karen and her husband and 3 from me) STINGRAY 1 + it gave birth in the our red pail ( I was the murderer) that will be 2 and 1 LONG ELECTRICAL EEL... We all jump out after that LONG ANIMAL came out from the sea. Even, Patrick who sleep in the boat jump out.. LOL!!! We thought of listen to a music.. All of the sudden, came the silent police motor boot.. We keep quiet and nobody moves. Freezeeee..!!!

It was morning, around 2 am, I wasn't asleep... THe others was knocked out already.. I was all alone... Fishing and fishing... But at the end, I gave up.... Too tired, I fall asleep at the boat. I only sleep for 2 hours.. Arrrggghh!!! But, I still feel fresh... I take a bath and prepare all my things to go back home.

Bahyah drive Sek Cheng, me and Sharon back home. When I reach home, I was knocked out and sleep till late afternoon... Woah!!! I really enjoy my day. And I wish I come to that place again to enjoy my day.

This is the picture that I have combined it together... Sorry for the small image...

Having a a great time during bowling... Hehehe.... Can't believe my eyes that Jeaneatte fall over the line in the slimy lane... EEeeee... All of us were laughting like hell... Hahahaha... Not only that, she even fall a 9 pounds bowling balls backward... Silly ... Niwae, really enjoy my time.
By the way, I might be giving a company resign letter on 1 April...

Well, no need to be surprise. It not because I don't like the job. I do this for my own sake of my future n knowledge. I might be going for futher study at ITE SIMEI as a Enrol Nurse. Well, I willl be bonded for 3 years in which ever company of hospital. I really going to miss them a lot.

Today, have a short meeting, hmmm... it all about $$$$ BONUS!!! Well, our bonus will be this 25 March... BORING!!! It will be together with Salary. Most of them were not like it that much due to their hardworking is it not to the equal payment.. Haizzz.... Life is like that...

Oh ya, talking about 25 March, we decided to go for an outing to East Coast just to have some fun time and enjoyment... Most of them will be bringing their family.. I wish the more the merrier....

Hmmm... That all I need to says ... Take Care!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Today, I get my appraisel. Well, it is not bad this time... WELL DONE LINA!Niwae, As long I got my bonus is OKIE already. lol

Phew! At last HE (the stupid idiot STOCKER) is out of my life... I wish he will never return to AMKH...

Well, at first I tot a smile for each person will made them happy.. But for this crap person is a wrong ones.. He starting to at wierd that day till I'm scared of him. It begin when that day I forget my purse. I going to get it.. So, I take the lift and there was he in with me.. In the lift both of us were quiet.. Out of sudden, he asking my hp no..

I was like *HUH???* But thank GOD, the lift was open and I ran out of it... After taking my purse, I saw him outside the gym. I saw Aishah.. I quickly grab Aishah and asked her to take the lift instead of the stairs.. He follow us... But luckily Aishah was there. If not I didn't know what going to happen. So, when I reached down, I tell Zarinah about what happen. She was shocked too... She asked me to be carefull.

I tot that was end of it.. One of the Sat, I was werking. I was standing at the whiteboard area doing the paperwork. THere was he again! This time, he got the hacked to come in and stand behind the green wall and called me :PISH-PISH... HOW ARE YOU??... I looked at him and had a great SHOCKED! I just says OKIE.. and walked off.. I go towards Bahyah and tell Bahyah about it. She looked at him. So, I decided to help Bahyah to send her patient back. When half way out of the door, I saw him. I turn back, and wait for Bahyah to finished.

Den, he started to walk to and fro, sitting outside the therapy gym. Woah that time, I was damn scared to go out all alone. Even Zarinah tells me that he keep looking inside the gym. Can you image he got the hacked to see through the dark glass instead of going in.. Isn't that like.... FCUK!! But the funniest part was, Derek asked him: WHO ARE YOU LOOKING FOR... lol... He look damn blur and walk away.. Thanks DEREK!!!

I tot that was the end of it.. BUT NO!!! Since he can't do anything outside the gym you all wonder where he go?? Everytime at 8.25am - till I come, he will wait at the lobby and look at me..

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Yesterday I smoked 2 packs of Marlboro Red before I when home. This is the second time a person crying in front of me. First was Zarinah because of friendship… Second was Bahyah also because of friendship. So, I asked her calm down and talk to me what had happened.

I really can’t believe it from what Bahyah had told me. I was SHOCKED and CONFUSED. I really trust and believe what both of them were saying to me but that was the end from it yesterday.

I don’t mind they were gossiping about each other because sometimes they need my help. But the worst was I included. I did nothing wrong to them but WHY ME? The worst was what Zarinah says to her. She should have not says to Bahyah something like that. (Ain’t Lina afraid of god for not praying??? If I were she, I’m afraid.) There is more Zarinah says about me. How could she? We believe her in what she says about everything but NOW… I feel like she is the worst one.

Do You remember this… About what Zarinah says bad thing about Bahyah??

Friday, October 21, 2005

Today was the sickening of the day especially at werk... I get to know that someone is JEALOUS of me... What the FUCK!!! The person was SHE... I really dun know why she must be jealous of me??? I didn't do anything wrong to her... Luckily Zarina tells me.. Zarina was telling me that, SHE was angry and sad that I didn't photocopy the holiday schedule for her because I was photocopying for my company. But she shouldn't say I did the photocopy for my company (my gang group) only... I did the photo copying for them because they asked me... Not for myself... Next after lunchtime, I saw Uncle Patrick and Zarina. I was damn free and came toward them.... And hear again that Zarina break a new report about SHE... this time was cruel... It like I have been cursing by her... Zarina says that SHE was jealous about me and congrat me behind my back that she wants to see me surfer under Derek... OMG!!! I was and .. (Why is SHE behaving like this??

I didn't do anything wrong to her... By the way, DEREK IF YOU READ THIS, I WANT TO KNOW HAVE YOU EVERY TORTURE HER?? Haizzz.... From what I see that, Derek do his own business and she doing hers. There no problem between both of them..!!! Ooooo... I'm angry right now)

Czarina and Uncle Patrick just tell me to relax and ignore about it... (I can relax and ignore... I dun mind if people want to curse me or whatever shit... BUT if anyone curses my family, THE PERSON WILL GET A DAMN VOODOO FROM ME. AND YA, I DUN CARE FUCK OFF. I WILL MAKE THE PERSON DAMN SURFER!

Arrrggghhh…. I really don’t know whom to believe now. I guess stop to believe and just ignore their words. Today is really not my day. Even Patrick Tai notices it and asked me what had happen. I told him about what happen; he says be careful and told me about Zarinah and Aunty Letchmi past stories.

Haiz… OK la, till here.. Anyway, Welcome back Jeneatte… Derek, if you read this, I guess we better beware of what we says to Zarinah.. SHE IS TOTALLY DANGER MOUTH DIEASES... (DMD) We will never know maybe she had tells our secrets to others.